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  • Inescapable

    Mired in a canyon deep
    My nightmares haunt my restless sleep
    They whisper pain and agony
    Dragging me through memory

    A feeling of great impotence
    Has rendered me with great suspense
    Watching as I see my dreams
    Crash down amidst the flames and screams

    My heart is shattered on the floor
    If only it would hurt no more
    But no, each day it breaks anew
    Reminding me of loving you

    The blows are heavy and never end
    I am alone, I've lost my friend
    No ally comes to lend a hand
    Alone I've loved, but alone I stand

    Rising now, ignoring pain
    For through such hardship there is still gain
    This misery some day shall pass
    And I alone will be holding fast

    A time of testing, of being true
    True to myself, and true to you
    The future is built on the bond we've made
    For my devotion to you will never fade

  • Come what may..

  • ..thanks

    I am thankful for:

    Family
    New friendships
    A feeling of brotherhood
    Music
    Trials, as difficult as they are
    Old friendships
    Movies
    Distractions
    Goals

    And you
    (you know who you are)

  • Candle Candle

    You're like a candle
    Glowing bright
    Sharing warmth
    Sharing light

    A little fire
    That seems so small
    But feed the candle
    Your flame grows tall

    I longed to touch it
    Without a care
    Feel the flicker
    Why did I dare?

    You hold back the darkness
    Yet all the while
    You create the shadows
    With a smile

    The strength of hearth
    The inferno's beast
    Was I sacrificial
    To your feast?

    You warmed my heart
    You burned my flesh
    Consumed my soul
    There's nothing left

  • Latest Film News

    *also posted on RhapsodistProductions.com Be sure to visit!*

    Well, pre-production continues to go smoothly on "Heavies" (the official title). I've cast the two lead roles and am very satisfied; already had one rehearsal over the script (which clocks in around 12 minutes as I recall). I just need to cast the other two roles now. Got one person lined up, now need a second. I'm excited! This will probably be one of my more fun projects to make...simply because I'll have an idea what I'm doing, or at least it will be a lot more traditional than most of the pieces I've done (no horses, no music videos, no working in an abandoned castle..)

    In other news, I am also currently in the process of creating another video for Filmaka.com
    The difference this time is they asked ME to do it, and it's not for a contest! I am extremely excited, and while I don't think I can yet discuss the particulars, suffice to say I'm thrilled with this opportunity. If you haven't heard of Sandy Grushow before, google him. He saw Stuck in Traffic and really liked it, which is where this comes from.

    I know what you're thinking...if a top former exec at Fox likes Byron's work, why shouldn't I hire him for *everything*? Well, there's just no good reason not to! So give me a call for your music video, wedding, etc needs. I'm a poor, poor student who'd love to pay some bills! /end plug

  • TP Night

    So, I got an unexpected text message last night from Becca about 30 minutes after I'd gotten off work, saying to meet them at Walmart, and dress all in black. This means one of two things: Either someone has died and we're holding the funeral somewhere in Walmart, orrrr...Toilet Papering Night!

    Fortunately it was the latter of the two (although I was really looking forward to making an emotional speech to...someone). So, Miss Becca as well as the lovely Heather and younger brother Paul, we set off to get our ammunition and supplies. We stocked up on Angel Soft brand TP (only 4.78 for 24 rolls) and bought a 24-pack for each of us, giving us 96 rolls of toilet paper (double that if you count them being 2-ply, heh). We also got some silly string, glow sticks, and forks. Heather and I went off to go look at gloves and jackets (she just got a really nice leather coat at Burlington...hmm..I should probably stop by there today) and the other two went to do...stuff.

    Finally we were finished and were at the checkout lane. Paul and Becca come by bearing a large bag with what appears to be a bowl in it. Inside of this bowl is a small plastic bag filled with water and...a fish. So they got a fish to put on the doorstep, then changed their minds and decided to keep it. (Side note: strange deja vu about writing this post before..)

    Anyway, to sum up we got to their house (around 10:30) and waited till things got dark, street lights, etc. Finally we started. It took us an hour or so, but man, we got them GOOD. Their front yard was a jungle of TP, and their tree had some really tall branches I managed to snag.

    Then, with only a little bit of work left to go, we see a car coming down the road. We all "hide", but then the car slows down...and stops right in front. "Oh no, maybe it's a cop" we say. Then one of the family residents walks out, Allie, the eldest sister. She had just gotten back from a concert (we thought she was home because we saw her car there). She loved it! Fortunately she didn't blow our cover and after taking some pictures (which if I get a hold of them I will post them) we booked it home!

    It was a really fun night, and nice to just spend time with people without the associated drama of the past month or so.

    PS. "Little Fishers" lasted about 4 hours before dying. He made it home alive, was put in his bowl and fed, then....they found him motionless, dead, upon the bottom. We had a nice ceremony for him. Paul theorized he "drank too much water".
    Goodbye little 28 cent fish. Goodbye.

  • Nightmares

    Oh, and I hate having nightmares about people I care about. Not the horror kind, but the kind that make me wake up feeling sick to my stomache and wanting to cry. No wonder I've been feeling out of sorts the past 2 days..

  • Photos

    So Becca and I did a photoshoot on Saturday, it was a lot of fun. I haven't done one of those in...years really (the Improv one doesn't really count, not really). Turned out better than I expected. It was funny, because I felt really self-conscious the whole time. I'm not really that comfortable "looking good" for a camera. I'm not camera shy, but I just feel like such a goofball when I'm trying to look handsome or serious or something. Anyway, here's a couple samples, feel free to go to my Facebook to see a couple more:

  • Cliche

    Perhaps it is cliche.... but never before has this song so perfectly captured how my heart cries.

    My Immortal - Evanescence

    I'm so tired of being here
    Suppressed by all my childish fears
    And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave
    Cause your presence still lingers here
    And it won't leave me alone

    These wounds won't seem to heal
    This pain is just too real
    There's just too much that time cannot erase

    When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
    When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
    And I held your hand through all of these years
    But you still have all of me

    You used to captivate me by your resonating light
    Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
    Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
    Your voice it chased away oh all the sanity in me

    These wounds won't seem to heal
    This pain is just too real
    There's just too much that time cannot erase

    When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
    When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
    And I've held your hand through all of these years
    But you still have all of me

    I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
    But though you're still with me
    I've been alone all along

    When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
    When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
    And I've held your hand through all of these years
    But you still have all of me
    me..