With love in my heart
All these things I do
Pursuing a dream I
Won't give up on you

A simple sigh
A warm embrace
Three little words
A smiling face

A knowing look
A faded past
The things we share
A bond that lasts

A happy joke
A heart to mend
This I do need
A single friend

There is a room inside of me
It is a mess, this I admit
It's full of sickness, devoid of glee
But there I am, and there I sit

I can't escape this little room
Where simple things will cause me pain
Unravelling, I know my doom
Where happiness drives me insane

I try to leave, try to move on
But every time I take a step
I find my strength is spent and gone
And am pushed back, this sorry wreck

One step forward, two steps back
As a mistress Time is rather cruel
A fool for Love was I in the past
Now it seems I'm just a fool

The world is gray
My sight fades with it
In and out my vision blurs
But I feel it all

I cannot see
But pain needs not sight
The warmth of fire, the burning flame
Upon my face

I long to blind myself
From sensation
To build these walls that none can pass
To numb it all

My heart rejects
Such wicked plans
I may lose my mind
But I cannot lose myself

Not for this
Not for this

No walls could stand
None remain while I
Feel like I do
Burning inside

Like knives you cut
Tearing me apart
My vision fades and I cannot see
My mind is far from clear

Save my breath
For ears that listen
And spare the burden from those
Who possess joy

My fingers write
What my lips can't say
What my mind screams
What my heart cries

But it is not enough
It's never been
Words are empty
So it's been proven to me

I've proved it to myself
Failing in that which I sought most
With words that fell
Fell short

The night draws long
And still the days draw longer still
Forgive my ramblings
Enjoy what you have

I strive to find
A happiness of my own
Again I fail
Yet still I search

Alone I sit
More than ever I have been
There is too much time
To live through it all

Rebuild, regrow
Foolish thoughts
One cannot rebuild till one moves on
And I cannot let go

I refuse
Refused
Again and again
no more words tonight

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So my fingers decided they wanted to type something before I went to bed. Here's what came out.

Fall over me
I'm sitting here
A stumbling block
To happiness

So hold me tight
While I sit here
Unmovable
But shedding tears

"The best thing you can do is find a person who loves you for exactly what you are." - Juno

Third time I've heard that in as many days. Wonder if God's trying to tell me something?

Free me
Free me from this insanity
My mind can't take
My heart will break
Unless I can free myself

Find me
Find me in all this misery
Look inside
It's where it hides
Trying to eat me away

Stronger
I'm stronger than this, I know
I can't fail now
I'm closer now
Yet further than ever before

Love me
Love me despite all these words
It's just a cry
Pay them no mind
I'm emptying the tears of my soul

Was recently recommended this song..

The moment I said it
the moment I opened my mouth
lead in your eyelids
Bulldozed the life out of me

Bye bye bye bye bye bye
bye bye bye bye bye
bye bye bye
bye
~Imogen Heap

Strangely relevant.